I Am Amazed

As I was reading proverbs 31 this morning in a different version it suddenly dawned on me I know hello is this what they call an epiphany? But the words really grabbed ahold of me in a different way. I know it wasn't the words but the Holy Spirit anyhow at one point where it says that her husband trusts her completely wow I really haven't given my husband any reason not to trust me with things but have I given him any reason to trust me? Let me try to explain what I got from this when we are first dating and trying to impress our soon to be spouses we go all out on everything I remember one time that I took Mike to a salon to get a haircut by a stylist come on now you have seen his hair style just some shavers or clippers is all that is required but I wanted to impress him and it cost me 30 bucks for that. The point I am making is since then when he has to get a haircut I throw a fit about him spending half of that at a hair cutting place I forget what they call them not a salon though. My God please help me to remember that the man that I have for a husband is wonderfully and completely yours and I should show him the respect that he even if I don't think so deserves. Then and only then I believe will my husband be able to trust me when he truly feels safe and loved by me will he be able to trust me with the things of life that I should be able to do. Wow do I feel like a whole weight has been lifted off of me and a veil uncovered my eyes. Now if I can walk this out look out I may become the wife that my husband deserves.