ok I am back and in need of prayer please. I just found out a couple of hours ago that I will be speaking at home group tomorrow night. I totally forgot about it and then the true fear hit me. I don't have my tooth yet, at first absolute terror gripped my heart and I began to cry then the reality of everything set in and I know that I need to do this it's not about my tooth try as I may like to think it is a pride issue as someone so eloquently put it to me. I had to stop and think that was that really the reason I didn't think about it being that. So now please pray for me that as I step up to the plate that it not detour me from what God would like to speak through me.
Then another bomb was thrown on me the singer from my favorite song just came out of the closet last year. Oh no I couldn't believe it but inspite of everything crumbling down around me I am sure that God will see me through it all I just have to you know trust.