A Blessed Day...

Today is definatly a blessed day and I can say that with absolute truth after yesterday when I prayed for myself and totally abandoned all of my fear and reservation to God. I know that beyond a shadow of a doubt He is there and will always catch me whenever and trust me it will happen when I fall. His Love is enough even though I may not feel it He is always there no matter where I am and its me that turns and walks away. Please Lord help me to remember that total abandonment to you is just what I needed I look around at people in this world some far richer monetary wealth is fleeting and I have to stop envying that. I do not fully understand and I know that I don't need to know everything. I really don't need to know or you would tell me. Help me with my weaknesses because I would rather be Loved by you then the richest person in the world who doesn't know you and is destined for an eternity in hell. Life is short and way to much exagerated I want to stop living life and comparing myself to others I need to remember that I am fearfully and wonderfully made and that your grace is sufficient because your strength is made perfect in my weakness. I Love You and I now truly believe that You Love Me and your Love is all around me everyday I just have to stop and see it. Its in the nature that you have given us and we have taken for granted and in the simple idea that I am able to breathe and wake up this morning. Praise You Father God or my new term of endearment is Daddy cause you truly are a real Daddy to me thank you for everything you have given me and I Long to spend T.A.W.G time with you and listen to what you have to say to me and share my deepest secrets with you my hopes and dreams and all that I want to do with this life you have given to me.